Oh, college...that's next month...shoot.

  Random question.  Do most people title their blogs before or after they write them?  I always title mine after. I never know what I'm writing till I actually do it.  Woot.
  I didn't get called in to work today, obviously, and therefore have spent the morning cleaning out my room for college.  I love cleaning out stuff, is that weird?  It gives me a really strange satisfaction to get things super clean.  I think I have a mental disease or something :)
  I wish someone could actually play today!! Nicky is working, Laura has work in an hour, Elise is river rafting, and Erik is at the Metro building.  Plus I'm still not really sure what he can and can't do.  I want to go see Inception SO BAD, everyone says it's amazing, or I want to go to Boondocks and race the go carts or go mini golfing.  Mainly I just want to get out of my house and do something out of the ordinary.  Me and Jade are going to watch Pink Panther Two when she gets home from work tonight, I'm pretty excited for that.  It's been great to finally get close to her.  We have movie nights every couple weeks and we go to dinner together or buy $25 fireworks together.  She is so flippin' funny.  And weird.  But mostly just funny, I love spending time with her. 
  I am actually surprised anyone is following my blog! You guys must have incredible dedication or really boring lives since you want to follow mine ;) haha.  Just kidding, I love it.  You guys are great.
  I am so excited for college.  I'm so excited to get away from my parents and finally have the chance to make my own decisions about everything instead of having what I will and will not do told to me.  I'm pretty sure my parents will not treat me like an adult until they finally realize I'm in college, not seventh grade, and that I'm a big girl, fully capable of making my own decisions and doing the right thing without being forced to.  I want them to trust me, you know?  25 days.
  However on the flip side, I am SERIOUSLY going to miss some people I'm leaving back here in ftown.  Namely Erik, Laura, and Elise.  My best friends :( It's going to be tough saying goodbye to them, not knowing if we'll ever be like we are right now...But Erik's coming back up to Logan next fall after his mission, so I'll just write to my missionary for a year. :) Laura and Elise probably aren't coming to USU though, so I'll really miss them :( I don't like change.  Obviously.  But with every ending comes a new beginning, so I'm hoping this all turns out for the best.
  Yesterday was a really great day, unexpectedly though for the most part.  I balanced my cash drawer at work!! :D I don't care what happens, that automatically makes it a pretty good day. I came home and hung with Elise, we went to the new McDonald's.  It's so freakin nice!! Love it waaaay more than old ghetto Mickey D's. Then we went to a park and swung in the rain and I nearly got killed by an evil tree branch almost falling on my head.  My family went to Boondocks to go bowling last night for family night, it was great :)
  Humans are so weird.  We long for human contact, for someone to hold our hands and make us feel loved, but at the same time, we don't want anyone touching us or invading our bubbles.  It just seems..oh I don't know, like an oxymoron?  That everyone wants someone to call theirs and to keep close and have to hold, but we all start out feeling awkward and uncomfortable around that someone that might someday be the one? 
  That made no sense. Well, it did in my head.  But that's about it.  There's my completely random thought for the day. 
  Oh yeah!! Elise got the pictures from the photoshoot up on facebook! I'll add some to my blog :) She is so good at making people look good.  Her and Brogan's professional modeling advice. haha.
 I guess I'll go finish cleaning my bookshelf off now, since my books are all laying all over my floor.  Maybe more later?  We'll see.