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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Ready to get off the rollercoaster, thank you.

You know what I hate, almost more than anything else in the world?  When you are there for someone when their life falls apart, but when you need them most, they are no where to be found. 
  I hate it, hate it, hate it.
Here's the news, everyone.  I'm never spending another weekend in Logan again.  At least not till next fall, anyways.  Next week is my brother's birthday, and the week after that, I'll have moved out of Snow Hall for good. 
    .....WEIRD.  But I will not miss being a freshman.  I'm super excited for next semester and for all the great adventures me and my roomies are sure to have together. 
  It's been an up and down week for me.  Sometimes I really hate pms, it makes me act all weird and emotional when really nothing is wrong.  Sigh.  I feel like I'm losing a lot of friends, which is really rough.  This summer is going to be interesting...maybe in a bad way.  I don't know.  This is the least I've ever looked forward to the summer, ever.  I don't know why.  My great aunt had to go to the hospital tonight...I don't know.  When it rains, it pours, as the saying goes.  And right now, for the most part, life just is pouring.  I can't figure out why I feel like such a misfit lately.  It's sad.  I just don't know what I'm going to do about it.  UGH this is probably all just a pms post!!
  I interviewed for a job on Friday.  I've had three other jobs before, but this was my first real interview where I didn't already know the person/already know I had the job.  It was at the ice rink at the rec center.  I think it went really well...pretty sure I was WAY overqualified for that job.  I also applied to work at my friend Elise's work as a receptionist at Jerry Seiner auto.  It would actually be nice to get either job, I just need one very badly for the summer.
     I can't believe there are 2 weeks left of school.  I'm freaking out.  Excited, but sad.  Whatever.  I'll see the majority of them all next year, it will still be good. School has been rough to me lately, I'm not sure how I feel about it right this second. 
  I finished my 1,672 page e-book today.  It took me about a month to get through it, but I did it! It was the Count of Monte Cristo.  If you haven't read it, read it! It's on my top 5 list.
        Yes, I'm a nerd. I happen to LOVE reading novels. Or really anything.  If there are words on it, I'll read it.  I'm sure my roommates can all testify to seeing me with my nook all the time all over the dorm reading.  Say what you want about me, but I'd rather read than watch TV any day.  I just love it.
  I went and saw The Conspirator with Erik's family today.  It was really well done, very interesting-but sad-movie about Abraham Lincoln's assassination and the people behind it.  Good thing we were in public, or I probably would have cried.  So sad. 
      Well I guess that's all for tonight. I'm glad my blog is always here to talk to when I'm about to go crazy...sigh.  Goodnight world.

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