Apology

  I feel awful inside.  Honestly I wish I could just go crawl in a hole and hide from the world. I feel sick, like something inside of me is just eating me alive.  Guilt?  Is that what it's called?  I didn't mean to ruin your night, to make you feel bad, to make it all that much worse. Too good to be true right?  I can't make people happy this week.  I want to, but for some reason I am really struggling.  I feel sick.  I am so tired of life this week.  :( I'm sorry.....so so sorry.